I'm in a pretty bad mood right now.
Whenever I see, or even think of, Korra and Asami together at the end of the series and know what was being established about their sexual orientations, something happens to me. Here's the problem: I can't understand or identify it. But either I died inside, or I'm ready to die. But the fact is it doesn't feel in the least bit pleasant.
Also with this feeling, whatever girl I find pretty, I immediately question and feel uncomfortable about harboring any attraction whatsoever to her. How do I know whether or not she's interested in guys? And how do you avoid feeling embarrassed or humiliated once you find out she isn't?
And if I'm coming off sounding incoherent, well, an unpleasant feeling you can't identify or explain can make you rather irrational. So can you really blame me?
How much longer can I even go on like this?